Friday, December 31, 2010

Peace Out 2010

2010 was good to me, I think 2011 will be amazing though. I went through a lot of huge changes last year… left university, started my own business, moved to Hamilton. I did a lot of growing up. I’m going to be 20 in a month. That feels so old, but I’m ready for it. I can’t wait to leave my teen years behind me and see what this year has to bring. Stoked.

More blog entries coming soon, I haven’t had the chance to just sit down and write for a while. Happy New Years to all of you. Thanks for taking the time to read my ramblings.

Taylor Rebecca.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Sleeping in the Forest

I thought the earth remembered me, she took me back so tenderly
arranging her dark skirts, her pockets full of lichens and seeds.
I slept as never before, a stone on the river bed,
Nothing between me and the white fire of the stars
but my thoughts,
and they floated light as moths among the branches of the perfect trees.
All night I heard the small kingdoms breathing around me,
the insects and the birds who do their work in the darkness.
All night I rose and fell, as if in the water, grappling with luminous doom.
By morning I had vanished at least a dozen times into something better.

-Mary Oliver

Sunday, December 5, 2010


To me, true love is the sweetest thing in life. That's why we're all either in love or looking for love. Sometimes you have to work for it- especially when life gets in the way- but I believe that true, deep love is worth fighting for. -Unknown

Photo by Taylor Rebecca Photography

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Don't Forget to Live

I am a huge dreamer. It’s something I’ve always prided myself on. Dreaming is what made me pursue my passion in photography. And start my own business. Dreaming is what got me through high school, four years that I absolutely hated. I dream about having the perfect life, with perfect children, living in a perfect house with my perfect husband. I dream of opening a quaint little studio right by the beach, and serving tea to my clients as we sit and chat by the sunny windows in cushiony chairs. I dream of travelling the world. I dream about living in perfect bliss, where nothing can ever go wrong, and every day is magical.

I saw this quote once. It said it does not do well to dwell on dreams and forget to live.’ And at first I thought it sounded kind of morbid. But then thinking about it some more, I began to understand it.

Sometimes I get so caught up in my dreams, that when something goes not to plan, I freak out. When my photography business isn’t going the way I want it to, I panic. When my friends or boyfriend make me angry, I get upset and it takes me way longer to forgive them than it should. When I look at my bank account and see that I only have $15 to get me through until my next pay check, and I have other bills due and groceries that need to be done, at times I just start crying. Yes, I know I sound really emotional. But that’s just it, that’s what the quote is about.

When things don’t go the way I’ve dreamt they will go, I need to learn to accept it. Because life definitely won’t be perfect. My husband will piss me off, my kids will make my hair turn grey waay before it should, my house will get messy, I won’t be able to afford a studio for a long, long time. But that’s life, right? Make it beautiful, no matter what happens. I’ll keep dreaming, because I can’t deny that’s who I am, but the most important thing to do is live.

Taylor Rebecca

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Georgia on my Mind

While most people my age dream of partying it up on spring break in Miami or Mexico or something (not that I’m judging), I’m a little different. I’m a fan of exploring sleepy little American towns, cooking gourmet meals in a gourmet kitchen, hiking up mountains, hiking down mountains, and taking pictures the whole time.

Last year my family went to Blue Ridge, Georgia. It was gorgeous. Even though the weather was cloudy every day, and the temperature didn’t get much higher than 10 degrees Celsius, it was a great trip. We stayed in a beautiful cabin perched on the very top of a mountain, and spent the days exploring and the nights in the hot tub or around the fire.

I want to go again this year, so bad! Soooo mom and dad if you’re reading this, here’s a recap from last year to remind you how much fun we had. And if the Kloosterhof family is reading this, please consider coming too. ;)

Monday, November 22, 2010

I Go Back to December all the Time

Taylor Swift performed beautifully last night at the AMAs. And she also looked stunning. My little girl's growing up.  :')

Monday, November 15, 2010

My Heart Sings a Little Love Song

Music is a huge part of my life. A friend of mine, Becky Call, asked me on twitter if I could recommend some good music for her, and not wanting to over-capacitate the site, I decided to post them on here. Most of these songs or artists you may have never heard of before, but please give them a try. In my opinion, the most talented musicians are the ones that are the least popular.

I’ve highlighted my all time favourites, but every single one of these songs is amazing. And if you actually listen to all of them – and like them – I will love you forever. <3


Miss Nothing – Pretty Reckless
Make Me Wanna Die – Pretty Reckless
Just Tonight – Pretty Reckless
My Medicine – Pretty Reckless
The Big Bang – Rock Mafia
Thrash Unreal – Against Me!
Friends – Band of Skulls
Dynamitez Moi – BB Brunes
Nico Teen Love – BB Brunes
Where Do We Go – Ben Jelen
Time of the Season – Ben Taylor Band
Tighten Up – The Black Keys
Chop and Change – The Black Keys
The Story – Brandi Carlile
Ain’t no Rest for the Wicked – Cage the Elephant
Mountain Man – Crash Kings
Rain – Creed
Dead Man – Jars of Clay
This Road – Jars of Clay
Cold Hard Bitch – JET
Come Around Again – JET
Small Town Big City – Josh Golden
Revelry – Kings of Leon
Use Somebody – Kings of Leon
Sex on Fire – Kings of Leon
Pretty Vacant – Lady Sovereign
Blind – Lifehouse
Everything – Lifehouse (listen to the whole song, it’s amazing.)
Nerve Damage – Lifehouse
In Your Skin – Lifehouse
Whatever it Takes – Lifehouse
Broken – Lifehouse
You Belong to Me – Lifehouse
The Everglow – Mae
I’ve Got Friends – Manchester Orchestra
Emmene-Moi – Marie-Mai
Hold us Together – Matt Maher
Monster – The Meg & Dia Band
Love the Fall – Michael Paynter ft. The Veronicas
Killer Life - Morningwood
Little Lion Man – Mumford & Sons
Supermassive Black Hole – Muse
Uprising – Muse
You are Mine – Muse
Typical – MuteMath
Girl Named Tennessee – Needtobreathe
Shine On - Needtobreathe
Born Again - Newsboys
On Your Knees – Newsboys
I’ll Be - Newsboys
The Day the World Went Away – Nine Inch Nails
Stand by Me – Oasis
Get Over It – OK Go
WTF? – OK Go
Here it Goes Again – OK Go
You’re So Damn Hot – OK Go
I Want you so Bad I can’t Breathe – OK Go
Marching On - OneRepublic
Secrets – OneRepublic
Ride to California – Paper Tongues
For Liz (She) – Parachute
The Fixer – Pearl Jam
California- Phantom Planet
Do the Panic – Phantom Planet
Cherry Pie – Poison
Peaches – The Presidents
Must Have Done Something Right – Relient K
Paralyzed – Rock Kills Kid
So Much Love – The Rocket Summer
Breathe – Ryan Star
Brand New Day – Ryan Star
Unbreak – Ryan Star
Start a Fire – Ryan Star
– Ryan Star
Her Name is Alice – Shinedown
Diamond Eyes – Shinedown
Snuff – Slipknot
I Will Go – Starfield
Ultra Violet – The Stiff Dylans
Being Here – The Stills
With Me – Sum 41
Princes and Frogs – Superchick
Stand in the Rain – Superchick
New Fang – Them Crooked Vultures
Call My Name – Third Day
The Good Life – Three Days Grace
Where We Belong – Thriving Ivory
Made to Love - tobyMac
The Bird and the Worm – The Used
Whisperer – VersaEmerge
Skyway Avenue – We the Kings
Check Yes Juliet – We the Kings
We’ll be a Dream – We the Kings ft. Demi Lovato
If you’re Wondering if I Want you to, I want you to – Weezer
Kings and Queens – 30 Seconds to Mars

Dance… ish

Velvet – The Big Pink
Signs – Bloc Party
Grenade – Bruno Mars
Symphonies – Dan Black
I Get Around – Dragonette
Fire in your New Shoes - Dragonette
Bump in the Road – Eric Hassle
Bitter End – Eric Hassle
Don’t Bring Flowers After I’m Dead – Eric Hassle
Hurtful – Eric Hassle
Stuttering – Fefe Dobson
Embers – Just Jack
Sour Cherry – The Kills
Bulletproof – La Roux
In for the Kill – La Roux
Earthquake – Little Boots
Paradise Circus – Massive Attack
Gimme Sympathy – Metric
Blindness – Metric
Raw Sugar – Metric
Help, I’m Alive - Metric
PHamous – Midi Mafia (ahah)
Animal – Miike Snow
Silvia – Miike Snow
Longest Road – Morgan Page
Something Beautiful – Newsboys
Breakfast in NYC – Oppenheimer
Little Secrets – Passion Pit
Going all the Way – Perry Ferrell
1901 – Pheonix
Lisztomania – Pheonix
Mushaboom – Fiest ft. Postal Service
15 Step – Radiohead
Dancing on my Own – Robyn
The Girl and the Robot – Robyn
Shove It – Santogold
Ghost Town – Shiny Toy Guns
Crown on the Ground - Sleigh Bells
Just Say Yes – Snow Patrol
That’s Not My Name – The Ting Tings
Whip My Hair – Willow Smith

Easy Listening

This could be our Day – Addison Road
Beautiful Love – The Afters
Light up the Sky – The Afters
Little House – Amanda Seyfried
Satellite Heart – Anya Marina
Whatever you Like – Anya Marina
Britney – Bebo Norman
My Love – Bird and the Bee
I’m into Something Good – Bird and the Bee
Love Letters to Japan – Bird and the Bee
Flume – Bon Iver
Woods – Bon Iver
October – Broken Bells
The High Road – Broken Bells
Something in the Water – Brooke Fraser
Love, Where is your Fire – Brooke Fraser
Metal Heart – Cat Power
Bruises – Chairlift
Jar of Hearts – Christina Perri
To Build a Home – The Cinematic Orchestra
That Home – The Cinematic Orchestra
Cue the Sun – Daphne Loves Derby
Lay me Down – Dirty Heads
Half Life – Duncan Sheik
Meant for Each Other – The Februarys ft. Lights
Goodbye my almost Lover – A Fine Frenzy
You’ve got the Love – Florence + the Machine
Dog Days are Over – Florence + the Machine
Cosmic Love – Florence + the Machine
Kiss with a Fist – Florence + the Machine
Love Remains the Same – Gavin Rossdale
A Setting Sun – Grand Archives
Bodies and Minds – Great Lake Swimmers
Mama’s Boy – Hannah Georgas
Eskimo Kisses – Hey Ocean!
Into the Chaos – Howling Bells
Lighthouse – The Hush Sound
The Way I Am – Ingrid Michaelson
Be OK – Ingrid Michaelson
Better Together – Jack Johnson
Taylor – Jack Johnson
Stay the Night – James Blunt
Let’s Just Fall in Love Again – Jason Castro
Dreamer – Jenn Grant
Paperweight – Joshua Radin
I’d Rather be with You – Joshua Radin
These Photographs – Joshua Radin
Winter – Joshua Radin
Airliner – Julia Scheer
Jack and Jill – Katie Herzig
Seaside – The Kooks
Do You Wanna – The Kooks
Sway – The Kooks
Shine On – The Kooks
Kids (MGMT cover) – The Kooks
She Moves in her own Way – The Kooks
It’s Okay – Land of Talk
Ocean Size Love – Leigh Nash
The Show – Lenka
River (Acoustic) – Lights
Saviour (Acoustic) – Lights
Romance Is… - Lights
Bad Romance (Cover) – Lissie
Possibility – Lykke Li
Don’t let them see you Cry – Manchester Orchestra
Je Repars – Marie-Mae ft. David Usher
Feel – Marie Digby
Honey let me Sing you a Song – Matt Hires
Boys with Girlfriends – Meiko
Under my Bed - Meiko
Stay – Miley Cyrus
Where I Stood – Missy Higgins
Thank You - MoZella
Day Dreaming – Nat Jay
Haley – Needtobreathe
Cool Enough – Nicole Atkins
5 Years Time – Noah and the Whale
The Music – Paper Route
Winterlove - Parachute
Slip into your Skin – Patrick Watson
Drifters – Patrick Watson
Tracy’s Waters – Patrick Watson
Day Dreamer – Patrick Watson
Boring – The Pierces
Secret – Pierces
Rain – Priscilla Ahn
Dream – Priscilla Ahn
The Call – Regina Spektor
Hero – Regina Spektor
Break Me Out – The Rescues
Crazy Ever After – The Rescues
New York – Rick Seibold
A Drop in the Ocean – Ron Pope
Seven English Girls – Ron Pope
Come Around – Rosi Golan
Hazy – Rosi Golan ft. William Fitzsimmons
King of Anything – Sara Barielles
Wintersong – Sara Barielles
Break Even – The Script
The Man who can’t be Moved – The Script
Brielle – Sky Sailing
Fallout – Sofi Bonde
Elevator Love Letter – Stars
Sleep Tonight – Stars
Calendar Girl – Stars
Chicago – Sufjan Stevens
Your Love is a Song – Switchfoot
Hello Hurricane – Switchfoot
This is Home – Switchfoot
Back to December (Acoustic) – Taylor Swift
Sparks Fly – Taylor Swift
Enchanted – Taylor Swift
Mine – Taylor Swift
Any other Taylor Swift song that ever exists.
Love Lost – Temper Trap
Rest – Temper Trap
Down River – Temper Trap
Soldier On – Temper Trap
Fader – Temper Trap
Fools – Temper Trap
Science of Fear – Temper Trap
Sweet Disposition – Temper Trap
Grace Like Rain – Todd Agnew
Breakfast in Bed – Train
Hey, Soul Sister – Train
Sea Breeze – Tyrone Wells
Clocks – Vitamin String Quartet
Dare You to Move – Vitamin String Quartet
Decode – Vitamin String Quartet
Don’t Stop Believin’ – Vitamin String Quartet
Shark in the Water – VV Brown
Cold Feet – The Weekend
Afterall – William Fitzsimmons
Funeral Dress – William Fitzsimmons
Run Away – Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Skeletons – Yeah Yeah Yeahs
The Funeral – Band of Horses
For Annabelle – Band of Horses


Blue Sky – Emily West
Wheels – Foo Fighters
Watching Airplanes – Gary Allan
Wild at Heart – Gloriana
Pray For You – Jaron & the Long Road to Love
She’s Country – Jason Aldean
Lover, Lover – Jerrod Niemann
Kiss a Girl – Keith Urban
Love this Pain – Lady Antebellum
Never Alone – Lady Antebellum
Need You Now – Lady Antebullum
Love Like Crazy – Lee Brice
Rain is a Good Thing – Luke Bryan
Gunpowder & Lead – Miranda Lambert
Stuck Like Glue – Sugarland
Make Hay While the Sun Shines – Steven Lee Olsen
Taylor Swift – Tyler Dean
Leave the Pieces – The Wreckers

PS. Check out Becky’s blog.
PPS. Becky your blog won’t let me follow you? Or am I following you already?

Taylor Rebecca

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Sparkly Christmas

Let me set the scene for you. It’s dusk, but when you look out the window all you can see is white, billowing swirls of snow. You’re sitting on a feathery couch with a warm quilt draped around your shoulders. The Christmas tree in the corner of the room stands tall and glittering. A crackling fire in the huge stone fireplace lights the area in a golden, flickering hue. Your family and friends are sitting around you, sipping peppermint tea and laughing over shared memories of Christmas’s past. The air smells of apple pie and evergreen. And you think, what could get better than this?

I love Christmas. I’m a very nostalgic person, and some of my favourite memories come from childhood at this time of year. Anything to do with warm, cozy, sparkling nights spent with family is wonderful.

I remember it was the most exciting thing when we got to decorate the tree. We’d always do it at night, with the lights dimmed in the house and a fire in the fireplace. And my mom would put on the Amy Grant Christmas tape. And the best part was the twinkly yellow lights. My dad would always plug them in before putting them on the tree to make sure they worked, and I remember thinking that the massive pile of sparkliness was one of the most beautiful things I had ever seen. (That’s probably why I love anything glittery to this day.) Sometimes he’d let me wrap the string of lights around me, and I thought I looked like an exotic alien princess or something- it was the amazing. (You can probably tell I was amused by simple things.)

My family never went overboard with gifts. They taught us to remember that Christmas isn’t about presents; it’s about Jesus’ birth, and giving to others, and spending time with family. I’m definitely going to keep this tradition going when I have kids someday. It helps prevent the holidays from becoming a train wreck of stressful shopping, an empty bank account, and whiny, spoiled children.

This year I am living alone, and since I work in retail at the moment, I will be swarmed with those angry, stressed out shoppers I mentioned in the above paragraph. BUT I will not let this ruin my magical view on this time of year. I plan on decking out my apartment with cedar boughs and Christmas lights, baking lots, blasting Christmas music (Amy Grant, here I come), renting every classic holiday movie in Blockbuster, and trying to make it home whenever I can.

And mark my words, someday, when I’m married and have kids, my house and neighbourhood will look like this.

I leave you with some Christmas pictures that make me really happy.

Taylor Rebecca

Thursday, November 4, 2010

A Whole Lotta Workin'

I’ve been doing a lot of editing lately. Even though I’ve only done 3 shoots in the past little while, I feel like editing is taking more time than it usually does. Not that I’m complaining! I love photography, and editing is just part of the job. But I need to take a break, so I’m writing a blog.

Taylor Swift is 45 minutes away from me right now. I was going to go to Toronto and try to see her today, buut it just didn’t work out. One day Taylor, I will meet you, and you will love me, and we’ll be best friends. And I’ll probably be hired to come along with you on your Speak Now tour as the official photographer or something (haha).

Aside from photography, I’ve been working at a clothing store downtown to pay the bills while I’m living here. It’s good. I actually like it. But I cannot wait until photography is my main source of income and I don’t have to work two jobs anymore.

I’m making a birthday dinner for a friend tomorrow. Apricot & onion chicken with mashed potatoes and vegetables, apple pie, hot brownies with melted ice cream, and whatever else I decide to add to the menu when I go grocery shopping tomorrow.

This is a boring blog, sorry. Life has been quiet lately. Work, editing, sleep, etc. I’ll have an interesting one up soon.

Taylor Rebecca

Friday, October 15, 2010

Tea & Books & Groceries & Dinner

The day started with a cup of green tea and a pair of faded jeans. I sat at my computer, hair a gigantic mess, faced with an entire day of editing two shoots from the previous weekend.

After a visit from the locksmiths around to fix my apartment door, I decided I needed a break from my computer. I threw on an old sweater, wrapped a large woollen scarf around my neck, pulled on my favourite boots, grabbed my purse, and headed out the door.

I didn’t really know what I wanted to do. So I started walking down my street, taking in the new scenery and admiring the old, artistic houses that lined the road. I’m still not used to living in the city. It’s been two weeks since I moved in, and I still find it weird that Bruce County farmland isn’t the first thing I see when I open my windows in the morning.

I ended up finding a little Shoppers Drugmart, so I went in and bought some eye shadows that were on sale, and a magazine just for good measure. After a friendly conversation with the cashier (she was having a slow day, and her friend’s daughter was also named Taylor, and she was so proud of Katy Perry, with all of her accomplishments within the last year.) I headed home to get more editing done

I drove down to Locke Street so I could go to the library. I’ve been craving a good book. Turns out the libraries down here are a little more intense than the ones back home. The librarian was an older man, dressed in black dress pants and a crisp white shirt with a black tie. He was wearing spectacles, and his knowledge of literature seemed to be radiating the entire room. I was intimidated, not going to lie. I was suddenly embarrassed of my choice of books, girly novels, and felt like I should quickly run back to the shelves and grab something titled The Psychoanalysis of the Human Brain – or at least War and Peace.

 I spent a few minutes looking in the windows of the pretty shops. My favourite being an antique store that had twinkly chandeliers hanging at different levels all over the place.

I drove up the mountain afterwards, up a windy road with rock ledges and stone fences and qaint street lights. It reminded me so much of B.C. I had to do some groceries. I’ve been living off of grilled cheese lately, which is delicious, but I should probably add some of the other food groups into my diet too.

Dinner was late, but yummy. I had linguine with roasted chicken, mozzarella, zucchini and tomato & basil sauce. Pumpkin pie and whip cream was for desert. I splurged on this meal, yes, but it was a celebration. For having food in my kitchen again. Oh yeah, then I drank an acai berry and banana smoothie. Freaking delectable.

It’s funny how days can be so simple, I did nothing amazing, but they can be so perfect at the same time.

Excuse me while I go drink some chamomile tea and read my girly book now, which will also be perfect, even if Tolstoy had nothing to do with it.

Taylor Rebecca

Thursday, September 30, 2010

The Summer of 2010

I spent the summer working along the shores of Lake Huron, in a little town called Sauble Beach. I knew when I applied for the job that it wasn’t going to be the most elegant of experiences, but I didn’t know how much it was going to effect me for the better.

It started out as just work that needed to be done. I mean, I was getting paid for it so I might as well do it. We had to be at the beach at , sweep the sand off the bricks of the 6th street look-out, then grab our buckets and garbage pickers and head out. Three would split off and do the North end of the beach, up to the mouth of the river, and the other three would go down to the famous SAUBLE BEACH sign and then clean around town.

After we were done, we would have a lunch break and spend the afternoon checking the public washrooms… like, filling up the toilet paper dispensers, sweeping out sand, refilling soap, paper towels, unclogging toilets… Not to mention it was usually sweltering hot and the bathrooms would be crowded and I’d have to shove my way through hoards of impatient women to do what I was there to do.

Disgusting, right? Well that was my attitude about it at the beginning. I wanted a new job so bad. It wasn’t fair how all of my friends got to work in clothing stores and fancy coffee shops and I had to be a garbage girl - Especially because I’m actually a photographer, but I needed a second summer job to help me pay off my school debts and camera equipment.

But then, as the summer wore on, something started to change. I don’t know how to describe it really, it’s like, I got protective over the beach. I wanted to get to work early each morning to clean up the crap that the tourists would leave without any guilt. And I realized that if we weren’t there to keep the washrooms in order, they would look like a scene out of Slumdog Millionaire.

Now that summer is over and fall is finding its way into the leaves, I am surprised at how much I miss my job. I miss (most of) the people I worked with, especially my amazing, incredibly hard-working boss, Tim. I miss being on the beach before anyone else got there in the morning, while the sun was still in that deep, early morning golden stage. I miss little things like the gulls crying, and the way the beached sail boats made chiming noises when the wind blew, I miss sitting in the sand dunes, making friends with the old locals, watching the baby Piping Plovers run around frantically… I miss watching the storms roll in and being able to tell what the weather was going to do by the colour of the water. I miss the adorably mischievous little girl I met who found out halfway through the summer that her cancer had returned - and stayed brave and strong even still.

I learned a lot this summer. Just because something isn’t glamorous, doesn’t mean it isn’t worthwhile and beneficial. It was a humbling experience, and if you are looking for a job next year, I would seriously recommend this. You apply here; But the ad won’t be up until next spring.

That’s all I’ve got for now,

Taylor Rebecca